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The Millar Diaries: 'So close but so far'

David Millar - Dauphine Libere, stage 1 This is more like Paris-Nice than the Dauphine Libere as today was mainly flat/rolling farm land, wind and grey skies — not what one expects from the normally sunny and hilly Dauphine. I shouldn’t complain though as it was a good first day. The break of five riders were literally out of sight by the fourth kilometer and Cadel’s team were on the front riding tempo only a couple of kilometers later. We were set for a 228km steady bunch ride down through eastern France.

Sometimes these days can be harder than expected as there is so little going on and no real physical or psychological demands that you just switch off and become only too self-aware of your well being. Meaning: you feel like crap. There comes a point where you just want the race to start up again so you can get your body and mind fully operational and out of their stand-by state. This happened today about 10km from the finish just as we were about to catch the last three of the five man break, it was aided by the increasingly wet roads and the fear this breeds within the bunch.

As I switched back on again I realized I was actually feeling quite chipper and would have a go in the finale. I was sitting near the front watching people attack and seeing that only Quickstep were really managing the front of the peloton. They seemed to be getting a bit overwhelmed by numerous individual attacks which was a clear signal to me that there was an opportunity that rarely arises in these bunch sprint finales.

I followed an attack up to the remnants of previous attackers and then attacked. There was a lot of attacking. This was between five and four kilometers to go. I put my head down for a few hundred meters and then looked round to make sure I’d taken nobody with me, which I hadn’t, and then went into TT mode. I was shocked at how in control I felt and was able to pace my effort in order to last the full 4km to the finish!

Lionel told me on the radio that there were going to be some corners which was a great relief as I knew this would string out the bunch (more so than normal with the wet roads) and make the chase behind harder to organize — unfortunately it also meant that I was going to be coming into wet unknown corners that were stupidly slippery at high speed with the TV motorbike filming my every move. In between counting down the kilometers and trying with every bit of myself to maintain the high speed I kept repeating to myself, ‘DO NOT CRASH, DO NOT CRASH, DO NOT CRASH!!!’ I didn’t want to crash…

David Millar - Dauphine Libere, stage 1

With about 1.5km to go I actually increased my lead and I came under the km to go arch really believing it was possible. Unfortunately there was one last big corner with 600m to go which took all my speed away AGAIN. The last 500m were false flat and I just couldn’t hold off the sprint from behind, they caught me with probably 20-30m to go. Boonen blew himself up closing the final gap to me. Which serves him right…

David Millar - Dauphine Libere, stage 1

I think the saying ‘So close but so far’ is truly applicable to my day today.

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  • Practice Nurse Anthony Clarkson

    ABSOLUTELY SUPERB DAVID !
    Loved the ATTACK and the Sight of ARGYLE up the Road . So nearly a BEAUTIFUL Victory But so Cruel the Race can be ! Still ALL looks well with the form David and looking forward to the rest of the week ..Ready for the lightweights of GARMIN to go skyward next Good Luck guys ! Proudly wearing Argyle in Lincolnshire Tomorrow
    Anthony C

  • gray

    beautiful, beautiful attack David. I thought you had it in the final km as well. you were looking great out there.

  • Jon

    Got to love the false flat. Great move… 4k to go and you showed some big cajones!

  • Argyle fan

    TR said it better than I can: “The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat. ”

    VdV did it in P-N, you’ve done it in the Tour before and you will pull it off again. Having the mindset is more than half the battle.

  • david

    Fantastic effort! I thought you were going to do it too with 1K to go. – It was exciting to watch. Next time…

  • chris leggett

    Panache sir! Panache.

  • Hank

    Foiled by Boonen in the last km–that blows!!

  • bill

    Man, you guys know how to get your fans’ hearts in their mouths! Thanks again for another white-knuckle before-breakfast thriller.

  • firgy

    You’ve got a heart of a lion. Wish i could have blown you over the line to take the win David !!! Keep it up mate !!!

  • Terry bugden

    A superb ride Daviid!
    MrB

  • John

    Just another “Chapeau!” to add to the chorus – fantastic attack, and I really thought you had it, to the point where I was on my feet shouting “MILLAR!” at the TV.

  • Gabriel

    Come on david you’re as big a player as tom boonen is GO GARMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • David Bell

    David: It was great to see you off the front again. I look forward to seeing you stage victory at the Tour de France mate.

  • Tom G

    Have belief David. You train hard and bust your balls to get into those positions – next step to win. We know you can. Do it in the TT, or the mountains. Why not? If Di Luca can climb, so can you. Tour top ten.

  • chris davies

    have now watched the last 4 km four times. phenomenal.
    somehow the moral victory outweighs the stage victory. what a fantastic effort. the ‘come on dave’ chant has even been coming out on the replays we have been watching. good luck tomorrow. cheers the davies gang.

  • Mike

    Awesome!

  • simon mcnamara

    Quality attack Dave!!

    really impressed with your sprint out of the final RAB to get up to speed again, you goota have good legs to accelerate like that when you’ve been nailing it for the last 4km!!

    Awesome.